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“Im really not that way, btw... all of the world of having more than one woman/wife.”

So, if that is something that just happened ... that two people were with eachother - then I’m sure you’ll also find the person you would be happy with. (thecrucible)


That was most of the points (regarding messages in social categories) - I’m only going to post any other messages which pertain mostly to the RLVC after this ...
from Ellery ... and any normal journal posts I make ... I don’t really feel like repeating myself ... we’re very uninvolved in any of this anyways.

and that’s all really (what I’ve posted since turning the immortal) regarding personal truths about this particular immortal -

Who was the current subject/ topic of underground / esoteric vampire culture and most importantly of the immortal realm (which very few know anything about... I’ve only recently discovered the immortal reality)...

Ok ...


We’ve sent this ...


This crazy truth

K

You can hear them doing it from a distance ...



Texts

“swndrman gets on me
In his underwear
And then he takes his underwear off and he sits on me“

At night ...

he sneaks up in the dark...

he turns darkly
and pulls my shirt up

and starts sucking and licking

nipples


PUSSY

“Oh swndrman oh swndrman”


(“I f***ing could not stop laughing at this journal.” - tc)

O - M - G

in the name of love

STOP

I am ... existent - alive

I am!

He shows up in my closet sometimes.

A “homosexual woman” ... meets a vampire... the vampire will take the homosexual woman into the reality of being a vampire with (said vampire)...

The woman has a vampire... They have 1 truth that no one else has... that the vampire only picks them.

We are not kidding.


I will post the full list everyday ...

(Of msgs)

Ellery is MY husband.

Ellery is my husband.

“FUCK YOU, AND FUCK YOU, AND FUCK YOU.” The vampire wanted me to communicate that with you all today

Ok well he said he could do that much at this point ...

And since ppl are creepy ...

I just might not post everyday.

We were not trying to be rude though...

And someone else was near that looks like him - yet they are not the same person... a lot of people look very similar ...



Srry - a few boring posts, a vampire might say something before they remain in their folkloric realm.


ndscpt

- not a Stryga vampire.



That is interesting though.
I am a folklore vampire...

Folklore vampires themselves are not associated with bad luck at all. A great post.

I am posting sources a lot ...

I did not think anyone else would post any ...


A situation quite different than the kind you are posting about.

A variation of sources.

I love youuu! Ellery D. Margay (lym!!)

imagine a world where

we run at speeds of

millions. of. miles. per. hour.


no one knows about us

in the freezing cold we never die

we are only getting younger

a magical land for just you and i


we blaze the forests

at pitch black
midnight in the snow

under the amber lights

haunting vampires
of blackest night

forlorn city streets

aglow



~ a desolate eternity

where secretly vampires roam

August 22nd, 2020 ... these may have been dark posts (about 10 in my posting history)... regarding the activity of vampires it might be crucial that they stay up for culture ... vampires of graveside lore might need the reference ... sanguinarians and clinical vampires might need a link which introduces them to the deeper roots of their modern culture (a very powerful history).

“While the origins of the vampire in literature can be found in early Biblical texts on Lilith, the outpouring of literature on the vampire during the 19th century reflects a renewed interest in the vampire’s link with sex, power, and death. Especially prominent in these texts are female vampires, often portrayed using major female archetypes: the female predator; the mother of evil; and the fallen woman. But why do these tropes persist even now, into the 21st century? Where did these depictions come from? And what is it about the female vampire that strikes fear into the hearts especially of men, a fear that seems tied to confrontation with abjection? The link between this fear and the female vampire seems to be female sexuality, and fear of its overt expression.”

An excerpt, “LA PETIT MORT: FEMALE VAMPIRISM, THE ABJECT, AND SEXUALITY”, an article by Nadia Saleh, August 10th, 2017, Emergence (journal), web URL: (https://emergencejournal.english.ucsb.edu/index.php/2017/08/10/787/)

Wdyt ppl?

I turned the vampire.

Hmm - maybe they will list and say if they feel they have turned into an immortal or not.

L O L wdyt?

One night I jumped on his dick ... I knew that everyone else had fallen away ... just E.D.M. was there ... and E.D.M. was hidden in this experience, in no room, or body or home or place or realm, world or address ... as he had always been from the year 2010 he would remain in this reality ... where god has made two people to be together forever ... and this secret had never changed ... hidden from the world - just for us ... a secret eternity... heaven.

They said it ran outside and started spinning on the playground spinner and never got off...

Until I would walk out to retrieve the immortal from ... (I’m not sure how to explain) ...

Then it would immediately jump off of the spinner and run back inside ...

It would only do this if I was leaving, to the place, to retrieve the immortal (safety and health reasons).

They are animated in some way... in no way like an average human... blacked out shadows... the color of black that only a vampire can cast ...

In the house I lived . . . I had awoken to many lives. Of the past, present, future ... so much depth, in every moment... I could find where I had been, my ideas, my thoughts, no version of me was any different or any less interesting than the others. In every way, every version of me, we thought the same... life was beautiful.

The details through seconds and minutes, hours, and years...

However dark, they (my lives) were so full and complete... of so much truth, endurance, passion for that which I felt I had a reason (to live for)...

I could not describe.

I’m trying to say... life is full of experiences... we will experience the greatest truths together.

I am counting the days, minutes and seconds.


I would say more in these journals E.D.M. ...

there are just a lot of ppl on this site.

Ily everyday though.

(heart+kiss)

Love,
LD, L.Y.M. and thecrucible

Ellery D. Margay /L. is still the love of my life. - Specifically the world famous victim of 10801 ... they went by the name of Ellery... it was an artist's name ... idk that they are on fb anymore - they are in the immortal realm.


I am having a bad day (people are wierd) - the two facts are not related.

I am trying to save people... it is an obstacle course in hell in order to do this...

Those who keep victims in a state - in which they need to be saved... have had the continual intentions of living out their defects.

Such a defected kind... definitely has a negative impact on society ...

So, saving the victims is a difficult task when in the face of their enemies...

Time is deathly ...
it doesn’t change anything about how

much I love the people, though - in a normal way (and especially my fateful soulmate, Ellery, in a romantic way).

I think ... this journey, I did complete on my own, and under such persecution, that for a vampire it was a major step (like all major steps) in their immortal path... and that is the only real reason we are facing such dark fates... because we may have been successful, and exactly how we thought...

No one would help me... it was like a miracle I got here, I think that is how miracles are though... they are just enough and then there is continual personal progress which says something about the personal path of a vampire - and it relates to their immortality ... so, the same original powers which attempt to harm us are as terrible as they are... yet we have seen major steps which are permanent immortal changes in our health which attest to our forms as vampires.

I’m not sure how else to explain ...

MAJOR steps.

Achievements we thought would never be, we wished that they were... and now we are at the very final distances of the journey achieving them.



K I S S E S

Fri-Yay!*

Copy + Paste URL to read my first article:
Vampires: Forensics (written) and other Miscellaneous Topics (various)
2020

Casual reading material about vampires
in scholarly source material
topics: [history, science – development, evolution,
biology, med., and general science -, law, crime, justice
and information about demographics.]

lym



https://lymresearch.blogspot.com/2020/07/blog-post_9.html?m=1

ily sm


that is all I am thinking about in these long hours of awaiting my time to leave to see you!

Time... (a related topic, a vampire might have experience regarding time, eras, how time passes). - a thought

heart+kiss


“To be
beside you,
just once
more,

I
Swear
That
Would be
Enough”
d.j.


“It doesn’t matter where I am. I’m yours.”
— Unknown

“Her heart was wild...
I didn’t want to catch it,
I wanted to run with it,
to set mine free.”

Atticus

“I still
Look at you as if
You put
The stars
Into the sky.”
d.j.

🎼🎵🎶
There is no one like you,
I have my bag packed.
And I am going on a trip,
excited to be near you.
I am still here.
Only 12 miles away,
we have made it a long way.
It has been a long day.
We love you.
We’re not just going to go away.

We love you.


Voivode 1 and 4 ...
I mean it’s not like I did not get to 1015 ... drop nutrients off... it’s not like I ever failed at being a vampire ... turning process has begun ... is so far successful ...

Everything else suspected was true ...

Manifestations are still daily ... very clear .. more powerful than science ...

In general - were at least likely to stay in this town ...

So that we can leave safely and together when it is time.

A shadowy person clearly moving throughout scene ...

(UPDATES)

1. So first they blamed me for the victim’s circumstances ... that I took from them... but I was held somewhat suspended and desperate, knowing that if I did not - they would cut all of us off ... and then persecute if we were ok

In other words they would lie because it’s easier for them ...

2. They would create a reality which continually declines in health ... because then they can frame people (“you’re stuck this way because they’re stuck that way”) but in general this is just inexpensive ...
Obviously not.


So that is all the nature of governing bodies (small governing bodies) ... anyone would have been a small governing body at that time (E.D.M. and L.Y.M. for example) ... and when 20-30 years go by and you’ve been patient as a Christian but could not put work or money in that wouldn’t be taken and paid to some imaginary debt that they told you you would not owe because (“nothing is for free”) ... and you’re stuck bcz ... they all had these kinds of shares since your birth ...

Then all of a sudden you’re magically pulled out of hell and it’s like God was just not saving you because of some reasons s with learning you’re certain to find out ...

Well that is enough time for an elder to make enough to basically replace something if they had more abusive elder power than your parents ...

Basically it still continually adds up as a scam ...

Yet I did not actually age until I could not save this victim ... in all of the billions of years ... never ... I always had intentions to save every victim and would work for that (not because I had caused any, either - just because I knew that was who I was - the truth about what I want in existence) ... and it was always like that - that I seriously would ... so very effortless to be me ... an immortal vampire ... and then one day ... they splatted us all over ...

And still I see many details that lead me to believe that those with the least money would be scanned mined and left drained ..

So I can see a lot of info about everything

I can also see the intelligence of taking up a positive doctrine like Christianity but possibly threats exist because outside of whatever could not be logically believed continually by myself ... the philosophy is safer and smarter (not judging, choosing to never be violent) ... I don’t think I ever really have been tortured beyond anything I inflicted upon anyone else and majorly that was all accidental ...

Aside from high school ... others in my age group and the world in general (a non-civil people i was always faced with) ... idk why that would be - possibly they don’t mean well and that is all that that, however ... it seems to stop at some basic level and still - outer powers are that violent (pretty much all of them)

What do you think? (Based on expetiebce - I think it would be safe for you to answer and might benefit you) ... I won’t share the info anywhere ...

“In general, what kind of a FAT-T locks a sexy vampire in a room ... just because they’re too attractive and uninterested?!“

Idk but Dwarfstar was ... a SERIOUS culprit in this story

And if you’re old you’re just FAT!

I said that.

I feel hopeful. There have been so many positive changes which will benefit the population of real vampires. I think we have a promising future. There is so much about us (that is very unique, one-of-a-kind anyways)... I think any decline in health (of the population of vampires) is only because maybe we have all amounted to a lot in a single time, in the life, of real vampires. I cannot even count the achievements.

Love, love, love. I’m in love with her.


A spirit haunts.